Theres a Cry in My Heart!!

I have this song pressing on my heart this morning and with the meaning behind it I thought it would be a great opportunity to be Spiritually Lead through this blog to what it is that God would have me say in these regards: " What is it that You want me to be persuing for Your Kingdom"
Before I continue on I would like to quote from this song:

"Cry In My Heart"
By Starfield
"There's a cry in my heart
For Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There's a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are deeper
Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart?
Could I go there with You?
(For I've been here before
But I know there's still more
Oh, Lord, I need to know You)

For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?
You are my rock
You are my glory
You are the lifter
Of my head
Lifter of this head "

Through this song and what is is asking- What do I have if I dont have You Jesus?

What in this life could mean anything? Life without Jesus is meaningless, hopeless, all the opposites of what Jesus has to offer me. Not to say that I have days feeling empty, lonely and discontented in my spirit. But He is the lifter of my head and I ALWAYS have Him to turn to.

(to sum it up I cant do anything without Him- If He is not the rock of my life then where does my strength come from?) If I am tired in my flesh with living day to day knowing that I have the power of my savior to move mountains; yet not His love then I have nothing. 1 Cor.13:2

I think I can convince people to open their eyes to see what they believe is a lie- that they are following after a false Jesus, and yet I dont have the compassion as Jesus did for the lost. I am in the wrong place- I need to have a genuine heart to lead these people in love to the truth- just as Jesus fed and clothed and even healed, I need to present the gospel in a loving way not a way that condemns them to hell for not believing the Bible which is the roots of my being.Ephesians 3:17-19 How can I show them? In some way remove the scales from their eyes and the immediate answer is: Leviticus 10:3 " 'Among those who approach me
I will show myself holy;
in the sight of all the people
I will be honored.' "
Aaron remained silent. It is not up to me to get the point across- to save the lost and win them over to the Lord- it is by His power and my willingness to be used by Him- "HE WILL SHOW HIMSELF" ... Haleluja!!! Thank You Jesus!!

I wish not to share what this prayer is in complete details refering to - just for the sake of keeping the peace! But I dont want to waste time, "casting my pearls before swine" If God cant get through to them and open their eyes- "remove the scales of deception" then I need to move on- and realize that seeds where planted and that God loves people and what He started He will complete.- It doesnt have to be through me.
God, theres a cry in my heart for Your Mercy to fall, For you presence to fill up my senses..."

What is the cry in your heart? You can cry out to God, He has great plans to prosper you in all you do , pray to Him and He will hear you and He will be found by you !!Jer.2911-14

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